I had dreams
I saw them everyday with eyes opened
Climbing top,
Crossing over Horizon;
But, I failed instead,
I couldn’t complete
what I had planned for,
I got struck, I had to stop,
I fell down,
Drowned,
I reached somewhere else.
This was something
Out of blue
I never intended
But I pursued;
I found a new world,
Not as in my dreams
Different, terrifying, life changing;
I went through all kinds,
I felt numb yet connected within,
I felt transit joy,
It was grown within the soul,
Now I learnt to live in dark with more light
The relaxed conscience with inner plight…
But to the people and to the world,
I am yet no different from the failure,
For I could not do what I said,
They do not see what I had achieved
Because they just see and not think,
They do not share my world with me
They never ask what I feel..
They fail to understand my reasons
Because they think I was not capable..
Everyday when I see them pointing
I only want to say that
I am not different from any successful
I just see things differently
Now I see life with more gratitude,
I see failure like opportunities,
Abundance of mistakes
Gives me a purpose
To live and strive again
To prove myself
Yet again with a different approach
With detachment to a goal
With an achievement in incompleteness
With utter bliss in imperfection.
'Soulful' 