from those..
half opened,
half closed eyes
you saw
when I began trembling
while sitting
with jammed feet
You read my nerve
through my eyes
..
T’was a sign
to not knock my heart
but to slowly make space
to come closer everyday
but to keep little apart
to try
but to hold your words
…..
you saw
when you spoke of your dreams
very first time
I laughed …
at my dreams
…
unknown of the after effects
of my heart out
I first time thought to open up
the door
that leads
to the core..
core of my heart,
my desires,
my passion
my simplicity
which was complex for everyone
…..
I did know
one day
..
one will come
when
I won’t have to struggle much
with my tongue to spell,
to see it twisted and tangled
in the dialogues and gist
…
I knew
my silence would be absorbed
I would be choked with surprise…
when my eyes would be read
my face would be traced
I won’t be able to hide
all my plans
when one knows
what’s happening
in my heart, in my mind
and the day
I won’t have to pretend
what I am not…
the day..
one would make me realize
how precious I was for me
and for the one
like a gem
shining in heart and in the eyes
of mine and of that..
One.
….
In a fact
which I had never believed
that everyone
has to wait for
that day
to turn dream real
one day..
..
'Soulful' 