I remember myself
trusting the world
blindly..
in a fit of happiness
sparing the world
for all its little-big sins.
While in the warmth of love
closed my eyes,
watched happiness alive
with my fingers,
I could touch the smiles
it felt my body soaking up life
and laughter soaking all pains
relieved feeling uplifted
like drunken
heavenly flying potion.
In the tickles and the toodles
measured whole universe
and its liveliness..
I could see my soul jumping up,
touching sky, catching stars
juggling snowy moon
crossing all summers and winters
wrapped up
in a single moment..
…..
and
if only…
I could hold up,
the same..
I could live again
I could see circulate life in my veins…
Just once in those arms, hugged up..
If only..
