What is that?
that?
the most painful?
think!
is it a feeling?
a realization?
very first time,
when you come to know
a fact that
nobody believes you..
Isn’t it painful?
…
sigh!
a feeling of falling with a thud
by a slightest stroke of the wind
from high to low
low to nothing
you are not believed in
like you are never existed
..
all your phenomena
was a dream
your past was a past
your future is dark
when you see yourself with other’s eyes
you see nothing…
..
nothing at all.
..
Don’t you need to crack it?
crack the shell!
and come out now…
dust your body and get away!!!
don’t give them a right
a right to stare you
to measure you
to scale you
to test you
to judge you
to pierce you
to kill your soul
every while
..
don’t choose them
who beseech you to stay close
so they can stab you easily, cut you inside
poison your heart
stir your mind
make you sad then feel alive
..
move away..
they never try to understand
the simplest of a thing
you are just the way you are..
you never ask anything but
a belief,
a belief in your existence
in your life
in your love, affection, care
and in you..
..
get a new life
new horizon
new belief..
as not to be believed in
is the most painful of everything…
'Soulful' 
a feeling of falling with a thud
by a slightest stroke of the wind
from high to low
low to nothing
you are not believed in
like you are never existed
Inspirational 🙂 Read it as the first morning task 🙂
Good one indeed 🙂
get a new life
new horizon
new belief..
as not to be believed in
is the most painful of everything…
Like the way as it is ended :”Get a new life” !!
Thanks for the read Karthick, specially for the first read in the morning 🙂
Well worded, know the feeling, and the other side too, but didn’t stay long in either position.
🙂 thanks for appreciation 🙂
“your past was a past
your future is dark
…
crack the shell!
and come out now…
dust your body and get away!!!”
Those words says it all.
We need to learn to let go, to keep moving forward.
Thanks Amira 🙂
Thanks for liking 🙂
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I still struggle with the feeling that nobody believes me — I’ll be learning how to manage that for many years to come. I still want to shout in frustration, and to kick the door. I think I’m going to write a post about this. Thanks for your beautiful, powerful poem. — Judith (jatwood4)
Thanks much Judith. 🙂 Plz share when you write about these feelings.
…don’t give them a right
a right to stare you
to measure you
to scale you
to test you
to judge you
to pierce you
to kill you…..
This is what Jesus went through for us soulfulchitra…..are we willing to go through it for Him – Thank you for sharing, your words spoke to my heart.
Christian Blessings – Anne
Thanks for your kind comments Anne. Glad my words spoke to your heart. 🙂