“As not to be believed in, is the most painful of everything”


What is that?

that?

the most painful?

think!

is it a feeling?

a realization?

very first time,

when you come to know

a fact that

nobody believes you..

Isn’t it painful?

sigh!

a feeling of falling with a thud

by a slightest stroke of the wind

from high to low

low to nothing

you are not believed in

like you are never existed

..

all your phenomena

was a dream

your past was a past

your future is dark

when you see yourself with other’s eyes

you see nothing…

..

nothing at all.

..

Don’t you need to crack it?

crack the shell!

and come out now…

dust your body and get away!!!

don’t give them a right

a right to stare you

to measure you

to scale you

to test you

to judge you

to pierce you

to kill your soul

every while

..

don’t choose them

who beseech you to stay close

so they can stab you easily, cut you inside

poison your heart

stir your mind

make you sad then feel alive

..

move away..

they never try to understand

the simplest of a thing

you are just the way you are..

you never ask anything but

a belief,

a belief in your existence

in your life

in your love, affection, care

and in you..

..

get a new life

new horizon

new belief..

as not to be believed in

is the most painful of everything…

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12 thoughts on ““As not to be believed in, is the most painful of everything”

  1. karthick62

    a feeling of falling with a thud

    by a slightest stroke of the wind

    from high to low

    low to nothing

    you are not believed in

    like you are never existed

    Inspirational 🙂 Read it as the first morning task 🙂

    Good one indeed 🙂

    get a new life

    new horizon

    new belief..

    as not to be believed in

    is the most painful of everything…

    Like the way as it is ended :”Get a new life” !!

  2. “your past was a past

    your future is dark

    crack the shell!

    and come out now…

    dust your body and get away!!!”

    Those words says it all.
    We need to learn to let go, to keep moving forward.

  3. Hello, soulfulchitra. I am happy to see you have joined my readers’ family. Please tell us all a bit about yourself on my Friends page. Welcome!

    I still struggle with the feeling that nobody believes me — I’ll be learning how to manage that for many years to come. I still want to shout in frustration, and to kick the door. I think I’m going to write a post about this. Thanks for your beautiful, powerful poem. — Judith (jatwood4)

  4. …don’t give them a right

    a right to stare you

    to measure you

    to scale you

    to test you

    to judge you

    to pierce you

    to kill you…..

    This is what Jesus went through for us soulfulchitra…..are we willing to go through it for Him – Thank you for sharing, your words spoke to my heart.

    Christian Blessings – Anne

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