Seeing smoke?

a fight


causes fire in my heart and mind

I can see..around

rapid, misty, hazy

swirly smoke

mocking over

my desire ..

desire to want to overcome

every second

when every second thought is..

to snuff it

to crush down

the most defeatist of all

I never felt so helpless


so shameless, so stone-heart,

so devastating

of you.

and I,

want to reach

at the terminus

of your programme..


I lit candle of hope,


greatness of all

all the energies unite

to breed..

calmness, peace, 

wisdom and belief


focused.. I listen to the crunches

induced by

the emergence of

an immortal

streak of courage

in me..

I can now drag you to the battlefield

smash your face

twist you around

hit you badly.

All I can do

to clear my blurry vision..

is to fire you


see turning you to ashes and smoke

with no body and no soul

that is you..


PS: To my dear beloved FEAR!



today, I notice..

today, I notice..


a little tint of pink

on your cheeks

even without a make up..

glittering eyes like diamonds

in the dark

i am surprised to see you

blowing like wind

flowing like young stream

I know when you fell from high peak

into the ocean…

diving deep ..

stirring bubbles every second

mixing with

every drop of ocean..

every moment I saw you

striving hard to come to surface


kicking and fisting the water layers

gulping salts with bubbles

It brings me smile

today when I notice

you exalt ..

inhale the fresh air

and exhale the pains

your body ..

pumping up the energy

and supplying the bliss


life, indeed is incredible

we shatter in happiness..

but we smile in pain

all we need to

go through dark..

to see lights with new eyes

and new hope..


I see hopes and courage


in your eyes

and in your every move

life blistering

today, I notice..