Month: September 2011

reminding you…

of that beautiful time,

you took my hand and we crossed the road

the way you showed that you don’t care me

and cared a lot..

I found my life changing by your one smile,

i was falling,

like a water fall,

felt like smiling and

blooming like spring flower

my days full of colours

my nights full of light

i wondered

i felt like i was programmed to smile..

all while

..the days i feel,

i remember the meets

i miss the places, people and things and of course you

now i always look for you

the same as you used to be

…..

..

.

and i expect you not asking for hand for road crossing

hold it instead

and not making me realize that you care

not showing me your love when you love

and not complaining on my reactions

not questioning on my disagreements

……….

i wish i could find the one

in you what i seek

and i need…

and the one you really are

and this is for

reminding you..

.. Time left is less to count

the part im done with and the part i will do…

Good plans are not aligned yet

or the aligned are not on tracks…

moved from the origin and departed from the roots

Stranger to the past and to the present and future is no where existing..

do i need goals ?

when i question, i get the answer …

no goals can make you work on,

illuminate soul and enlighten mind ..

no one to try ..

I got a thing

less than the sky

oh i get the smiles when it comes in mind

beautiful, magical, glittering

shining like star

its a wish!

Wish to fly,

Highest in the sky

dripping in the clouds, sparking with skylight

falling with rain, blowing with winds

all beautiful dreams turned into wish..

wish turns hope and it turns the next thing

all i can see, bagful things

to start

and time left is less to count …

….

feeling lazy when efforts go useless

gripping tight when seeds turn into fruits

hoping for good

trying hard

drying with thirst

still working

…… on

transparent hopes and intentions

resulting fatigue

expecting impossible

leading disappointment

wishes, hopes, plans are interwoven

strive everyday to win

and get flushed all in the end of the day

its just a handful of desires

and still..

time left is less to count..

..

All ends overnight…

Care, affection and all love

end in seconds………

Standing alone outside the heart

feeling like stranger to the world

It was never before in his mind

or it was always there?

Cold hand, cold voice and cold evening,

grey eyes, stone like heart

starting of the end of all warm touch

as by the night falls,

all ends overnight……….

It begins with hard words

transforming into acid drops

penetrating layers and breaks hearts

shedding tears down, letting hopes down,

it rains all night,

and all ends overnight……..